Wednesday, March 18, 2009

St. Patricks Day....

I am at a loss for words. I was out and about last night with some friends for a Green Beer Day Festival. One of the guys I had met a few times but I didn't really know him that well, so this situation could be expected but just think about it. I was sitting at the table with 1 and 2 asked me if I wanted a beer. I said yes but 1 just ordered me something. 2 said its OK I will get you one too, just so you don't run out (it was crowded). So 2 proceeds to embark on an adventure to get me a beer. Meanwhile 1 and I move to another table. So when 2 comes back he sets the beer down in front of a 54 year old woman and says "Here". She looks at him rather awkwardly, and then just sets it down on the table. 2 comes walking back to our new table and he gives me a funny look. He looks at me and says, 'weren't you just sitting at the other table?' He confused me with a 54 year old woman. That makes me sad :( But in my defense....he was wasted, and we were ALL wearing green :) I took a long hard look in the mirror this morning and said to myself, I will never be confused with someone almost as old as my mother ever again!!! I proceeded to run a mile after my little pep talk. It felt wonderful, but then I got to work and herd about a woman getting mugged while she was running down Briarcliff Road and decided that I will be sticking to busy roads or the tread mill. Much safer. My roommate situation had not improved any thus far....not that I have a particular problem with her, but our living situation is getting a little sticky. She is moving in with her boyfriend next month, but said that she will pay her half of everything until I can find someone. Well I've been thinking about the money part and it would be cheaper for her to get out of the lease than have to pay rent for 4 months. But i don't know how to talk to her about it. I'm not a confrontational person at all. HELP!!! I don't want to be mean or rude in any way! So if anyone knows how to talk about this please help me. Thanks :)

Monday, March 16, 2009

Recent Events

I am at a loss for words... The past few days have been extremely hard for me to handle, partly b/c I am a woman and a little crazy at times. But then again, aren't we all? I have been making new friends lately. Lacey Wonderful to be one. She is the girlfriend of a friend of mine and we hit it off almost immediately! Which, if you know me, is not that hard for me to do! But I have been a little down lately about not having many friends, and then here comes Lacey wonderful :) I also met a girl named Kelly. Being forced by a few friends that were in town for a friends birthday, I reluctantly went to this bar where my ex happens to be a bartender. A little awkward to say the least. Well I really am glad I went because I had a ton of fun and I also made a new friend. I hate to say this but I am not really a fan of girls. Not that some aren't nice, its just most of the girls I meet are little snoots. So this brings me to my next point... I went to an early St. Patty's Day Party this past Saturday night @ a friends house. Really neat place, but obviously a bachelor pad! There weren't that many people there when I arrived so I began talk to J & C and more people began to arrive. This instance right here is why I am not a girl person. A group of 5 girls waled in and not 1 of them introduced themselves to any of us. I try my hardest to be a nice girl to everyone, but girls that stare at you and slant their eyes at you, I just can't do it. Enough of that.... Ive got to get back to work :) Trying to make this day as productive as I possible can....OH I almost forgot! I found a Church to attend!! I am soo excited because I have been looking around for about a month now, but I am not really sure what my beliefs are, so I will soon be attending the Buckhead Church, which is a Non-Denomination Church so I can figure out what Denomination I am and know whole heartedly that that is what I believe and I'm not going for someone else just to please them. I can't wait to find out what this Church is like!! Wish me luck :)

Saturday, February 14, 2009

an addition to my little family.....

So I have a little man, his name is Bridge, and he is the absolute love of my life! I dont think I could love anyone or anything more, but I am extremely frustrated with him at the same time. I believe that he has some sort of seperation anxiety because when I leave him at home, out of his crate, he will dig at my bedroom door as if he is trying to get out and it has completely destroyed my carpet (thank goodness it is old carpet). And when I leave him with my mom all he does is sit at the door and whine. I've tried leaving an article ofclothing with him in his crate, but all he does is use the bathroom on it, so that hasn't worked. I've tried taking him to my mom's house but she doesnt allow hom to stay out of his crate unless she is at home, so that is a bust. The only thing I can think of to do is to get him a companion. So I have been thinking about it for a couple of weeks and I think I have come to a decision on a breed that I am going to go with. I am thinking a Chihuahua. Im not really sure why I chose this breed but I have really thought about it and I believe it would be good for him. Just so he isn't alone when I am gone during the day. I have been looking around and I found one on Craigslist that was absolutley precious, but I can't for the life of me find another one that looks even remotely similiar to that one. I wont be getting the 'new addition' for about 2 months, I want to have Bridge fixed first in case I decide to get a little girl. If someone knows of a breeder that has small Chi's for a reasonable price please let me know!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Its Been A While

So its been about a month since I have posted anything. I have just been so busy with work and life, not that anything interesting has happened to me or anything like that :) I feel as if I am falling into a hole of lonliness and its really starting to get me down. Almost all of my friends, and now even my room mate, are in derious relationships or married with children. I am beginning to feel left out of this trend and it doesn't help it when my family makes comments to my father along the lines of 'oh Whit your going to be next' and then they turn to look at me. I want to have kids someday but I guess I have to find someone to have them with first right? And still there is this guy, who will remain name less, that I can't get out of my head. I think about him alot, but mostly only after I have seen him which is not very often.... but it takes soo long for me to get back comfortable with not being with him after I have seen him and I dont know how to get past that. I have this theory that in the future he will 'swallow his pride' but right now it only hurts. Not to mention that Valentine's Day is right around the corner, which is possible the most annoying holiday there is. I hate feeling like this but I just can't seem to stop being so negative. 'Nameless' and I had a conversation this past weekend about my negativity and its not exactly what I say but how I say it so I am doing my best to stop and thing before I speak but goodness it is really hard. If anyone has any advice on how to not be so lonely, I am open to suggestions. I have tried surrounding myself with friends and going out/hanging out but it never seems to work. I always wake up feeling empty. Maybe I should see a doctor? Along with my feeling lonely, work hasn't been that great lately. The economy is really bad right now and in retail, that is not good. The kind of customer that I deal with hasn't been effected too terribly bad but the state of recession that we are in right now, but what has effected them is the fact that they can no longer live off of their dividends and intrest from the stock. Hopefully they will rebound quicker than the rest of us :) If not, I will be out of a job. That would be really sad. I would also like anyone who is reading this to say a quick prayer fot the recovery of my boss' father. He had major heart surgery today. Thank you.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

work has been soo boring lately!! i have sold nothing in the past 4 or 5 days and im beginning to get a little worried... oh well! i am making a large purchase on thursday, my first real designer handbag!! I am SUPER excited!! i've been watching this one bag since i started with Valentino and it is on sale so im going to just do it! so i had a conversation with 'new guy' saturday night...and let me toell you, it was not pretty. i finally got up enough courage to tell him how i felt about the way he treadted me after he sent me a random text asking me if we could talk! the nerve!! so i told him that he was the same person he was 4 years ago and the fact that he had issues was not my problem. he kept saying he was sorry and stuff but i told him that it wasnt my problem! ha! stick that in your pipe and smoke it! haha! anyways...not much going on here just boring old work and packing up my apartment!

Friday, January 9, 2009

the past two days....

so Ive been away for a few days...well not really a few days, only 1. a friend came to visit me and we went to the world of coca-cola! how fun was that!! i really thought it was going to be kinda corny, but i learned alot! and i am finally at peace with the situation i was in a few days. i gave him a piece of my mind this morning, but not in a bad way! i was just honest with him and i think he was kinda offended with what i had to say...who cares! i got it off my chest! thats all that matters! right?! well thats how i feel about it anyways.... so im moving into a new apartment on the 17th and i am SUPER excited! i cant wait! well i think im done for today! more to come...later!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

response

So...I finnally got a respons from 'new guy' last night....he said that he was sorry for being an ass hole and not communicating with me and that i didnt do anything, that it was all him. he also said that he just valued other things too much right now and that its not fair to me. WTF? who does he think he is? im so over stupidity and immaturity. i have yet to respond to him and im not really sure if i will. i dont think he deserves ar reponse. on to my next topic...work is absolutely dredful! we are so dead that i have nothing better to do than broadcast my personal life on the internet! ha! well im actually going to go and try to do somethin productive today! wish me luck! and if anyone knows the significance of the number 813, please fill me in. later!